Helloo .
Had a long long day yesterday .
Went to school (as usual) in the morning .
Gotten back our results .
In summary ,
I'm damn disappointed . Don't feel like elaborating .
Well just happy that nobody retained . :)
I'll be really very sad if anyone does .
Went to causeway to slack after school .
Nothing much to say .
Went back to admiralty for lunch .
I accidently took lots of napkins from macs .
But we deiced to take more for the Pizza later .
Haha , while XM was smuggling those cheapscate napkins ( trying hard to avoid people looking ) , she was seen by jeremy . Hahah .
Went to their soccer area after that .
Out of boring-ness , we played in the playground in that area ..
The slide , monkey bar , '' STARGAZING '' .. etc .
Haha , been awhile since I had this fun . Fun times akin from those when I'm a child .. Really miss those times :X
Elaine
Had a long long day yesterday .
Went to school (as usual) in the morning .
Gotten back our results .
In summary ,
I'm damn disappointed . Don't feel like elaborating .
Well just happy that nobody retained . :)
I'll be really very sad if anyone does .
Went to causeway to slack after school .
Nothing much to say .
Went back to admiralty for lunch .
I accidently took lots of napkins from macs .
But we deiced to take more for the Pizza later .
Haha , while XM was smuggling those cheapscate napkins ( trying hard to avoid people looking ) , she was seen by jeremy . Hahah .
Went to their soccer area after that .
Out of boring-ness , we played in the playground in that area ..
The slide , monkey bar , '' STARGAZING '' .. etc .
Haha , been awhile since I had this fun . Fun times akin from those when I'm a child .. Really miss those times :X
Elaine
Rememberance ♠
12:29 PM
Hello .
Well firstly I'll say that I WON'T blog about the East Coast Park as you all can read each other's blogs and I dn't think I'll make a difference . So instead , I'll blog about my thoughts & feelings (which is the main theme for my blog, if you haven't realised) .
I DID NOT HAVE $ TO EVEN BUY BATTERIES for my CAMERA ! Omg , damn sad alright ... Thinking about last time .. I was the one snapping those pictures . but Now .... SAD .
I missed sososo many events with my camera .. Depressed ......
Secondly , for ORIONIDS , The unfortunate me didn't saw any meteors . Haha . Or is it the lucky me . -.-
But overall , It's fun I guess ? There are unfortunate times that I feel really hopeless , fun & happy times that I really enjoy . Eg ? The route to changi beach was disastrous . BUT the route back was relaxing . ( It's the same route , but just dont know why .... )
Haha , lots of things happened during both trips .. Emotionally , Physically . Maybe Its what I'm thinking bah . ( lots of negative thoughts when during the route TO changi beach ) But was really refreshing when we were coming back . And anyway guess how much we cycled overall . ABOUT 36KILOMETRES ! omg , Broke my record . Thats like so damn long . =.= Oh man . pain .
I'm really disappointed with myself this night . I'm so irresponsible . Maybe its the tiredness that made me like in the dont-feel-like-doing-anything-meaningful mood .. I neglected astronomy pretty much . Regret alot . sad .
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I realised I'm thinking far too different from you guys .. LOTS of things . exccpt for someone bah , is like so different . Im saying I'm the one with problem here . I really don't agree with lots of y'all's doings . sry to say all this .. I'm changing (too) . But i guess , I'm happy with it .
Theres a kind of feeling , when I look up to the night sky . Its so nostalgic , theres a feeling of freedom ..
Kay enough of these .
Elaine
Well firstly I'll say that I WON'T blog about the East Coast Park as you all can read each other's blogs and I dn't think I'll make a difference . So instead , I'll blog about my thoughts & feelings (which is the main theme for my blog, if you haven't realised) .
I DID NOT HAVE $ TO EVEN BUY BATTERIES for my CAMERA ! Omg , damn sad alright ... Thinking about last time .. I was the one snapping those pictures . but Now .... SAD .
I missed sososo many events with my camera .. Depressed ......
Secondly , for ORIONIDS , The unfortunate me didn't saw any meteors . Haha . Or is it the lucky me . -.-
But overall , It's fun I guess ? There are unfortunate times that I feel really hopeless , fun & happy times that I really enjoy . Eg ? The route to changi beach was disastrous . BUT the route back was relaxing . ( It's the same route , but just dont know why .... )
Haha , lots of things happened during both trips .. Emotionally , Physically . Maybe Its what I'm thinking bah . ( lots of negative thoughts when during the route TO changi beach ) But was really refreshing when we were coming back . And anyway guess how much we cycled overall . ABOUT 36KILOMETRES ! omg , Broke my record . Thats like so damn long . =.= Oh man . pain .
I'm really disappointed with myself this night . I'm so irresponsible . Maybe its the tiredness that made me like in the dont-feel-like-doing-anything-meaningful mood .. I neglected astronomy pretty much . Regret alot . sad .
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I realised I'm thinking far too different from you guys .. LOTS of things . exccpt for someone bah , is like so different . Im saying I'm the one with problem here . I really don't agree with lots of y'all's doings . sry to say all this .. I'm changing (too) . But i guess , I'm happy with it .
Theres a kind of feeling , when I look up to the night sky . Its so nostalgic , theres a feeling of freedom ..
Kay enough of these .
Elaine
Rememberance ♠
10:58 PM
Damn sad about my results .. Maybe its because I set my expectations too high up yeah ? Oh well .. I nearly cried during Lesson . Was damn disappointed . But after thinking . Its the expected luh alright .. I didn't really mug for all subjs except for PHYSICS ! Yet I got this kind of results . damn depressed ........................ :(
Forget it ~ No use being downhearted for it . So, Im gonna do better next year ! :D Haha , Im gonna be more optimistic now ! :D
I hope we would earn your full trust . I know we can :D
Elaine♦
Forget it ~ No use being downhearted for it . So, Im gonna do better next year ! :D Haha , Im gonna be more optimistic now ! :D
I hope we would earn your full trust . I know we can :D
Elaine♦
Rememberance ♠
6:48 PM
Learnt alot of things yesterday about myself .
I think i'd finally found out the flaw of myself that I've been trying to know , my strongest point and weakest point . Maybe its a good thing , it could also be a bad thing . But at least i know .
Really learnt alot . Though I didn't really showed it .(?)
Yeap , I thought alot too . I reveiwed on my flaw . And finally came to a conclusion . I'll continue , without thinking if i'll fail or whatever , I'lltry do my best .
I don't wanna run away anymore . I wanna trust . I want people to have trust in me ; I wanna trust people . This is life . I can't change the states of life . Might as well do well in it . I don't wanna waste my life . I have my own dreams that I wanna achieve . And I know , I can do it . As long as I try , as long as i do my best . Yup, nothing can be achieved if i kept thinking that I'll fail . And maybe its because that I don't trust people that I doubt if people trust me .
Next year july .. I can imagine this club full of people , wanting to know more about astronomy . That enthusiasm to learn more . That friendship with everyone . The curosity to know about things in the universe . That knowledge of astronomy that i have in myself . The confidence , that I'll score well in astronomy . The confidence , to score in O levels .
There would be lots of stress next year , but I'll manage it . I know I can .
I typed all this myself . And I'll do it . I promise myself that I would not waste my time any further .
Many of you wouldn't know the meaning of this post . Haha . I understand that . But who knows , some of you does ?
I summarised this post into a very very general idea . Yup, my thinkings are complicated . It may be a good thing ; It may be a bad thing .
Elaine♦
I think i'd finally found out the flaw of myself that I've been trying to know , my strongest point and weakest point . Maybe its a good thing , it could also be a bad thing . But at least i know .
Really learnt alot . Though I didn't really showed it .(?)
Yeap , I thought alot too . I reveiwed on my flaw . And finally came to a conclusion . I'll continue , without thinking if i'll fail or whatever , I'll
I don't wanna run away anymore . I wanna trust . I want people to have trust in me ; I wanna trust people . This is life . I can't change the states of life . Might as well do well in it . I don't wanna waste my life . I have my own dreams that I wanna achieve . And I know , I can do it . As long as I try , as long as i do my best . Yup, nothing can be achieved if i kept thinking that I'll fail . And maybe its because that I don't trust people that I doubt if people trust me .
Next year july .. I can imagine this club full of people , wanting to know more about astronomy . That enthusiasm to learn more . That friendship with everyone . The curosity to know about things in the universe . That knowledge of astronomy that i have in myself . The confidence , that I'll score well in astronomy . The confidence , to score in O levels .
There would be lots of stress next year , but I'll manage it . I know I can .
I typed all this myself . And I'll do it . I promise myself that I would not waste my time any further .
Many of you wouldn't know the meaning of this post . Haha . I understand that . But who knows , some of you does ?
I summarised this post into a very very general idea . Yup, my thinkings are complicated . It may be a good thing ; It may be a bad thing .
Elaine♦
Rememberance ♠
11:36 AM
ALRIGHT ! 2008's EOY is officially OVER !!
I happy alright .
And damn excited ! ohhhh ~!
There'll sure be manymany activities in the dec/nov holidays !
Oh man , damnn excited alright .
Thinking back , how did i did my exams ?!
Its like im havin such high hopes for the physics paper, and only the physics paper ..
But . If its not what i expected .. I'll sure be VERY disappointed :( scareddd ..
Someone demoralise me please =.=
Oh well .. Im really scared .. what if ... And ... Then how am I gonna ... OMGGGGG !!!! ARGHHH !!! T_T
Hais ;(
SCARED !!!
But , who cares ! They are over . No use regretting =.= But if i can go back to study , i'll still hesitate -.- hahaha ;X
Elaine♦
I happy alright .
And damn excited ! ohhhh ~!
There'll sure be manymany activities in the dec/nov holidays !
Oh man , damnn excited alright .
Thinking back , how did i did my exams ?!
Its like im havin such high hopes for the physics paper, and only the physics paper ..
But . If its not what i expected .. I'll sure be VERY disappointed :( scareddd ..
Someone demoralise me please =.=
Oh well .. Im really scared .. what if ... And ... Then how am I gonna ... OMGGGGG !!!! ARGHHH !!! T_T
Hais ;(
SCARED !!!
But , who cares ! They are over . No use regretting =.= But if i can go back to study , i'll still hesitate -.- hahaha ;X
Elaine♦
Rememberance ♠
5:22 PM
Helloos ! :D
Made a TOUGH TOUGH quiz , on how much you guys know me ;x
Try it ! and be ure to list down your name ! you can dont put ur email .
CLICK HERE !
Made a TOUGH TOUGH quiz , on how much you guys know me ;x
Try it ! and be ure to list down your name ! you can dont put ur email .
CLICK HERE !
Rememberance ♠
7:25 PM
Well, nothing really to blog about , but just to say :
IDOL #1 ROCKS !
他的笑容好灿烂 。
Elaine
IDOL #1 ROCKS !
他的笑容好灿烂 。
Elaine
Rememberance ♠
10:18 PM
Been interested in beaches this days ..
How heavenly if i could visit these places .
Well, maybe in the future i guess .
I wanna try out all kinds of underwater activities !
Ohhhhh .
Elaine
Rememberance ♠
10:51 PM
The first person to pass you is?
* Ilona Thong Kai Wen ;X
Your relationship with her?
* Girlfriend :D
Your five impression of her?
* Active ; Humourous ; Friendly ; Hardworking ; GOOD ! ;x
The most memorable thing she had done for you?
* Active tagger . hehe . i rmb smth but i forgotten . PS ! im senile . ;(
The most memorable thing she had said to you?
* Good luck on my exams ! ;x
If she become your lover, you will...?
* We're not lesbians -.-If she become your lover, things she has to improve on will be?
If she become your enemy, you will...?
* Lose a great friend .
If she become your enemy, the reason will be?
* dk .
The most desired thing you want to do for her now is?
* dunno -.-
Your overall impression of him/her is?
* An active girl ! :D
Rememberance ♠
5:59 PM
