Learnt alot of things yesterday about myself .
I think i'd finally found out the flaw of myself that I've been trying to know , my strongest point and weakest point . Maybe its a good thing , it could also be a bad thing . But at least i know .
Really learnt alot . Though I didn't really showed it .(?)
Yeap , I thought alot too . I reveiwed on my flaw . And finally came to a conclusion . I'll continue , without thinking if i'll fail or whatever , I'lltry do my best .
I don't wanna run away anymore . I wanna trust . I want people to have trust in me ; I wanna trust people . This is life . I can't change the states of life . Might as well do well in it . I don't wanna waste my life . I have my own dreams that I wanna achieve . And I know , I can do it . As long as I try , as long as i do my best . Yup, nothing can be achieved if i kept thinking that I'll fail . And maybe its because that I don't trust people that I doubt if people trust me .
Next year july .. I can imagine this club full of people , wanting to know more about astronomy . That enthusiasm to learn more . That friendship with everyone . The curosity to know about things in the universe . That knowledge of astronomy that i have in myself . The confidence , that I'll score well in astronomy . The confidence , to score in O levels .
There would be lots of stress next year , but I'll manage it . I know I can .
I typed all this myself . And I'll do it . I promise myself that I would not waste my time any further .
Many of you wouldn't know the meaning of this post . Haha . I understand that . But who knows , some of you does ?
I summarised this post into a very very general idea . Yup, my thinkings are complicated . It may be a good thing ; It may be a bad thing .
Elaine♦
I think i'd finally found out the flaw of myself that I've been trying to know , my strongest point and weakest point . Maybe its a good thing , it could also be a bad thing . But at least i know .
Really learnt alot . Though I didn't really showed it .(?)
Yeap , I thought alot too . I reveiwed on my flaw . And finally came to a conclusion . I'll continue , without thinking if i'll fail or whatever , I'll
I don't wanna run away anymore . I wanna trust . I want people to have trust in me ; I wanna trust people . This is life . I can't change the states of life . Might as well do well in it . I don't wanna waste my life . I have my own dreams that I wanna achieve . And I know , I can do it . As long as I try , as long as i do my best . Yup, nothing can be achieved if i kept thinking that I'll fail . And maybe its because that I don't trust people that I doubt if people trust me .
Next year july .. I can imagine this club full of people , wanting to know more about astronomy . That enthusiasm to learn more . That friendship with everyone . The curosity to know about things in the universe . That knowledge of astronomy that i have in myself . The confidence , that I'll score well in astronomy . The confidence , to score in O levels .
There would be lots of stress next year , but I'll manage it . I know I can .
I typed all this myself . And I'll do it . I promise myself that I would not waste my time any further .
Many of you wouldn't know the meaning of this post . Haha . I understand that . But who knows , some of you does ?
I summarised this post into a very very general idea . Yup, my thinkings are complicated . It may be a good thing ; It may be a bad thing .
Elaine♦
Rememberance ♠
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