Alright alright , time for updating .
Well its because seeing MS's blog active gave me -some pathetic- motivation to update ..
So .. Many things happened in november . Of course, there are combinations of fortunate and unfortunate things . So many enjoyable events made me felt really happy . Learning things that I'm bad at . Knowing things I should've known long ago .. To just realise what seemed so obvious to others . Its not really bad tho . To cast aside homeworks are what really made me feel miserable -_- ... Everytime I thought about them that guiltyness swept through me -_- .. Maybe I should start doing it . Hah .
Although there's many events , half of the holidays I spent time slacking at home , nothing to do . Wasting my life away . Sometimes I wonder ; ''WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE ON BED STARING INTO SPACE ?! '' It makes me feel pathetic -.- Its like waiting for death . Maybe I should start planning what to do for december -.- I DONT WANNA WASTE IT AGAIN -.-
Alright . Who wanna go for KBox early december ? I'll be looking foward to it ! And I think I'm giving up on the working hopes . Dang, people of the society don't really accept 'kids' eh ? Sigh .
And , sad to admit but I'm getting lazier and lazier -.- Don't even feel like waking up till late afternoon . And nothing seems to catch my attention lately . Its like everything seems to be a joke , a dream ; where I wake up and everything disappears . Wonder why I feel like that . Sigh .
Christmas is just around the corner . And new year is arriving . Thinking about the christmas last year , it seems like time REALLY REALLY FLIES !! Oh damn, why is everything passing by so quickly ?! Sometime it seriously feel like theres no time to breathe . Wonder if I'll also be feeling this way the next christmas . That time .. We'll all be eagerly waiting for our much anticipated O level results .. Things will all be different , I guess .
Alright . Finally one PATHETIC post on my pathetic blog . Bye !
Elaine
Well its because seeing MS's blog active gave me -some pathetic- motivation to update ..
So .. Many things happened in november . Of course, there are combinations of fortunate and unfortunate things . So many enjoyable events made me felt really happy . Learning things that I'm bad at . Knowing things I should've known long ago .. To just realise what seemed so obvious to others . Its not really bad tho . To cast aside homeworks are what really made me feel miserable -_- ... Everytime I thought about them that guiltyness swept through me -_- .. Maybe I should start doing it . Hah .
Although there's many events , half of the holidays I spent time slacking at home , nothing to do . Wasting my life away . Sometimes I wonder ; ''WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE ON BED STARING INTO SPACE ?! '' It makes me feel pathetic -.- Its like waiting for death . Maybe I should start planning what to do for december -.- I DONT WANNA WASTE IT AGAIN -.-
Alright . Who wanna go for KBox early december ? I'll be looking foward to it ! And I think I'm giving up on the working hopes . Dang, people of the society don't really accept 'kids' eh ? Sigh .
And , sad to admit but I'm getting lazier and lazier -.- Don't even feel like waking up till late afternoon . And nothing seems to catch my attention lately . Its like everything seems to be a joke , a dream ; where I wake up and everything disappears . Wonder why I feel like that . Sigh .
Christmas is just around the corner . And new year is arriving . Thinking about the christmas last year , it seems like time REALLY REALLY FLIES !! Oh damn, why is everything passing by so quickly ?! Sometime it seriously feel like theres no time to breathe . Wonder if I'll also be feeling this way the next christmas . That time .. We'll all be eagerly waiting for our much anticipated O level results .. Things will all be different , I guess .
Alright . Finally one PATHETIC post on my pathetic blog . Bye !
Elaine
Rememberance ♠
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