Upper Secondary

2009-10-25T12:48:00.003+08:00

Hey all!
The time has finally come. We will be sitting for the GCE O level English examination tomorrow!
We will be so busy and stressed for this coming few weeks but as Mrs Whelan had said, lets all persevere and do well!
Lets all do our best and get into the JCs/Polys that we crave to enter!

Well..
Its quite sad to say, but this O level period would be the last last time that we'll still be as a class, as a school, wearing uniforms etc. So I hope that all of us will cherish these last moments together! Im so gonna miss all of you guys after O levels! You guys really brought so much happy moments into my life, esp my GFS ! We went through so damn much moments together. There are unplesant ones, of course. But we still managed to patch up and be friends again.. Now we're gonna be separated to achieve things that we want. Im sad, of course I am. But I believe that we will still keep in touch with each other and will still go outings together. Okay, Im not gonna write things that will make you guys sad now. Just focus on O levels and get through it! Its just merely 3 weeks and we'll get to enjoy for all we want ( for 2 months ) . How great is that?
So, good luck to everyone! Take care of your health too! :D

I'll be posting another post after the O levels too. It'll be a summary of this 4 years. There will also be my feelings and thoughts in it. Look foward! :x

xiuqin

Random Post -.-

2009-04-05T22:24:00.003+08:00

Hello ..
This week's a bad , bad week for me .
Been having nihtmares very night, one after the other .
Yesterday alone already had 3 nightmares in a row .. The day before also (if flunking chem test is counted) .
Wonder what'll happen if I fell asleep later . Its like an indication of something bad that's gonna happen in the near future .. Well ~ Who cares . B..But , I DONT WANNA FLUNK MY CHEM TEST ! O.O i studied so hard ~ ..
For physics, I NEED MY CONFIDENCE BACK ! Oh man, now I attempt any physics questions without the ease I used to have . It felt like I'm gonna get every question wrong ..

Going to the Minds this year really taught my tonnes of things .. The first trip was a bad experience, awkardness , fear and everything . But the next few trips really were better . Taught me to cherish things that I have but they lacks .

Elaine .

2009-04-01T09:57:00.002+08:00

Yawn . Its supposed to be chemistry now I think . But today's e-learning day . I SERIOUSLY don't think its helpful at all luhhs . Only wasted a day of study -.-
And yeah , volleyball's damnnn fun luh ! ILENA ! Please don't hate volleyyyball ~!! The only bad thin is that my hand's horribly sore .. Pain .. Haha , but yesterday's veryy fun ~
Hope our interclass could win . :x

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2009-03-23T23:23:00.006+08:00

Hello .
A new school day always feels as if we've not been in school for a long time .. But at least this holiday don't really have too much homeworks , quite relaxed . Today was fine , but tension grows in everyone as we're one step closer to the 'O' Levels .. ( Perhaps ) But thinking logically, 'O' Levels is not really a VERY IMPORTANT exam in our life .. Its not like it determines the work or whatever we'll be having in the future .. Argh whatever, wth am I talking about . I guess you all would be bored to death if I continued with this kind of blogs . Haha . I don't even know what am i talking about -.-
Sigh . Been feeling so @#$%^ since the morning and don't seem to be able to get rid of that feeling .. Its like something's blocking my vision, preventing me to look ahead . ( Not as in physically ) Yeah, and as Joanne wong said, we must really put in effort in the studies starting this term .. Can't slack anymore . So the best I can say is good luck and jiayou to you all bah ~ Lets all work hard together ! :]

Elaine

Random Post .

2009-03-21T14:36:00.002+08:00

Hello .
March holidays is ending .. ;( The good thing is is that we're able to go to school again and meet everyone . Bad thing is that it indcates the end of term 1 .. term 2 is starting ! T_T
Should we be stressed for the 'O' levels ? Most graduates says that its still early . Haha, maybe thats true indeed .. Teachers stress that we must be more focused , more attentive , more serious .. But don't you think that motivation always fade away quickly ? Sigh . What if we lost motivation during the 'O' Levels .. Sigh , better don't think about it . The more I thought about the 'O' levels, the more tensed up and stressed I becomes . Aww, whatever . Just do my best yah . -.-

Lol . stupid post -0-

Elaine .

2009-03-19T17:01:00.001+08:00

I don't want any pointless things blocking my way . It'll be gone someday anyway .

JC/Poly life 2

2009-03-19T13:56:00.004+08:00

Hello all ! Been reaaaaaaaaaal long since I last posted on this blog . Yeah , my blog's been dead awhile due to some problems with my computer . Currently using the computer from my living room that's been repaired recently .
Its been three months since the start of term 1 , 2009 .. Well time really flies , and I'm beginning to feel that Eureka's more united and livier now . Everyone's in the right mindset for the 'O' level examinations now . Hah, a good thing . Means that I need to buck up too . I think i've fallen to the twenties in class ranking . Oops ;x . But i promise I'll do well in the midyears okay ? You guys must too :) .
Going to the Pasir Ris park was really fun and interesting . Thanks Ilena an Ilona for inviting me :D I enjoyed really much . Lying on the areas near the beach was relaxing . Counting the stars ( which was pathetically little ) . Was half asleep that time . Haha .

Been slacking this week till now -.- Barely finished any homeworks -.- And there's still this test coming up on term 2 week 1 . Aww , I seriously need to ace the test or I'll really get depressed ;(
Anyway, I've made up my mindset to go into a JC if I'm able to . Its either a good JC or a good Poly . Also, going to NYP that day has made me realise that its impossible for me to work my whole life in a hospital . Maybe I should give up biology as a career . Going to a operation room gives me the chills . Thinking about the blood of people really makes me feel sad, sorry and just sad .. Its impossible for me to work in a hospital my whole life ..

And , I think i'll choose a sports CCA or a performing CCA or an adventure CCA when i enter JC/Poly . Priority is a sports CCA . Hey , laughing at me ? Thinking I won't be able to make it ? You know what ? Thats what I'm thinking too . But just hope that I'll have the resilience and the sportsmanship [bah] ........... ._.

Ending now ...

Elaine

CNY Celebrations 09

2009-01-23T21:26:00.002+08:00

Today was the celebrations of CNY in wrss .
Everything was the usual ; interclass competition, concert etc .

The interclass competition was fine , but maybe, some things not that pleasant happened . Anyway, I had fun , making the lantern again but its better than last year as im not the only one doing this time round ; the most important aspect is having fun .

The concert is getting more and more boring each year , sometimes I really hope that they(?) can plan more events .

After the concert went to wish Mr Yap a happy new year . I said something wrong (?) . Was wondering if he minded it while travelling home . Hope that we can go to his house for New Year ! I will be anticipating if we really can .

Went to woodlands canter (alone) after going home . Bought LOTS of things ; accessories and some CNY snacks . Maggiee mee too . CNY snacks are sooooo expensive ! Spend about $80 in total ... [ Wah, so pain . ]

A day ended surprisingly fast and tomorrow is arriving . You'll never know what will happen tomorrow so just look foward and wait .

Elaine

2009-01-22T20:41:00.003+08:00

Been a Long while since new year , but I'll wish you all a happy new year all the same .

School started three weeks ago and without realising , tomorrow is chinese new year . A school year had passed by and another new year is awaiting . Hope that more new things will happen and of course, 'O' levels is around the corner .

Since school started I've been struggling in both maths . Concepts , formulas , structures ; they just don't seem to like me very much . But well, I'll still ~~try~~ do my best . As I said, although maths are my worst subjects, I'll still aim for the highest I can get .

Physics seems to be getting further away . I don't really understand forces . But since its Mr Yap, I believe I can score well . I'll continue with pure Physics & Chemistry and sincerely hope that Mr Yap would stick to the pure Physics students .. (no offence to those that gonna combine) I know I'm selfish but if its not Mr Yap I don't think I could score high marks for Physics ..

Chemistry ? I'm really no fated to do well in chemistry am I ? Its so difficult for me . Maybe I should ask Mrs Whelan questions . I'm beginning to see the good side of Mrs Whelan but just hope that she wouldn't destroy that 'light' again .

I miss Mdm Chan badly .. Her teaching was , great . Its not like Mr Roy is bad , but just that Mdm Chan has more feelings . She feels like a mother to me . Mature , kind , caring .. So much more to describe her . She simply is the best teacher ( to me ) . [ you all may wonder, why not Mr Yap , but .. Don't wonder too much lah . BUT im not saying that Mr Yap is inferior to Mdm Chan . Mr Yap Rocks too ! :D ]

I'm beginning to enjoy mother tongue lessons bit by bit , but I like Ms Toh better . ( Ms Hu and Ms Toh take turns to teach . ) I'm also trying to use the words I've learnt in daily lives . (So If I said something wrongly, correct me ! )

C.E lessons are taught by Mrs Whelan . Thats so .. Unusual . Didn't liked it at first , but maybe I'd found some meaning in what Mrs Whelan is saying . She's an experienced teacher after all .

P.E ; I really want to improve myself physically . I'm like so .. You know . ;/ Try to push me when you see me slacking alright ! ;X

Secondary school would had already ended by the time you know it , so I'll be cherishing all the times together as a class/school . Hope you all does too ! :D

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Been thinking alot about where to go after secondary schooling ( assuming I got good grades for 'O' Levels ) . --- The problem is , JC or POLY ?

Many of you should had chosen one of this two by now but I'm still deciding and debating .
Firstly, I want to go Poly badly because of the course offered . If I went to university after Poly I'll sure have a bright future . BUT the course I wanna take is Biomedical siences . Without a biology background, I'll sure suffer . What if I regretted the course ? There will be no turning back . And what if I failed to go into University ? What will I do then ?

Secondly, I want to go to JC because there is more disciplinary . Teachers would care more about students then apoly teachers . JC also have a higher chance of admitting to Uni than POLY does . BUT what if I cant cope ? JC is stressful and damn hard . What if I broke down and failed everything ? If I don't enter UNI what will I do ? Also there will be other students that have a biology background whilst I don't . Competition would be tight and theres almost no chances that I'll outrun the other students .

Okay, assuming that I can make it to UNI in both these scenarios ,
From JC : Courses are available in UNI and I'll be sure to take Biology based . So what subjects should I choose upon entering JC ? Biology ?
From Poly : Of course I'll enjoy it - ( Thats the only sentence I can think of . )

Maybe you all would encourage me to choose other courses but what can I choose ? Tourism - My language is really bad , almost disastrous . Accountancy / banking etc - My maths don't really have a chance into these courses . These main courses are out, leaving only buisness and engineering . Maybe I could choose Buisness but will I be able to do it ? What if my interest ran out ? Many people told me interest is the most important , so what if it really just .. went away ? Engineering ? I've got even lesser interest in this .

I really need advices . From teachers I suppose ? Maybe I should consult them . Hope that I could get decent desicionS before 'O' Levels .

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Wow , typed so much . Sorry but thanks for taking your time to read ! :D

Elaine

2008-12-01T00:16:00.002+08:00

Alright alright , time for updating .
Well its because seeing MS's blog active gave me -some pathetic- motivation to update ..
So .. Many things happened in november . Of course, there are combinations of fortunate and unfortunate things . So many enjoyable events made me felt really happy . Learning things that I'm bad at . Knowing things I should've known long ago .. To just realise what seemed so obvious to others . Its not really bad tho . To cast aside homeworks are what really made me feel miserable -_- ... Everytime I thought about them that guiltyness swept through me -_- .. Maybe I should start doing it . Hah .
Although there's many events , half of the holidays I spent time slacking at home , nothing to do . Wasting my life away . Sometimes I wonder ; ''WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE ON BED STARING INTO SPACE ?! '' It makes me feel pathetic -.- Its like waiting for death . Maybe I should start planning what to do for december -.- I DONT WANNA WASTE IT AGAIN -.-
Alright . Who wanna go for KBox early december ? I'll be looking foward to it ! And I think I'm giving up on the working hopes . Dang, people of the society don't really accept 'kids' eh ? Sigh .
And , sad to admit but I'm getting lazier and lazier -.- Don't even feel like waking up till late afternoon . And nothing seems to catch my attention lately . Its like everything seems to be a joke , a dream ; where I wake up and everything disappears . Wonder why I feel like that . Sigh .
Christmas is just around the corner . And new year is arriving . Thinking about the christmas last year , it seems like time REALLY REALLY FLIES !! Oh damn, why is everything passing by so quickly ?! Sometime it seriously feel like theres no time to breathe . Wonder if I'll also be feeling this way the next christmas . That time .. We'll all be eagerly waiting for our much anticipated O level results .. Things will all be different , I guess .

Alright . Finally one PATHETIC post on my pathetic blog . Bye !
Elaine

2008-11-03T15:23:00.015+08:00

Returned from Pulau Ubin yesterday , and yeah , as I predicted , I didn't attent lessons today in school . ( it was later followed with tonnes of guiltyness for not attending ) About the times in Ubin , It was a blast ! Had so much fun there . ( it could be much better if you guys were there ) The most disastrous thing is , I actually spent $29 on purely transport . ( HEY THATS ALOT ! ) Where should I start .. Hmm .. Well , on Friday everything was like so rushing . Quickly got back home and change etc . Took cab to Changi Village with that much amount of stuff .. Was damn paiseh . But who cares ? -.- Went on the boat to Ubin later . It was about 9.20pm then . Some pictures on the boat .
Reached there and found out that theres damn many wild DOGS . And they're really large .. travelled in a van to our campsite . The route was creepy alright . But exciting also .. Passed through a cemetry and I was thinking .. " imagine cycling through those roads during the middle of the night" Reached the campsite afterwards and settled down . .
The sky was damn nice . Was sososo excited upon reaching . Saw many constellations etc .. And suddenly , a meteor striked past ! Haha , didn't expected it . Kay I was the sua-gu there as I'm the only one seeing the meteor first timed . Saw some more after that . Awhile later , some toad visited us ... Haha , and soon we started a campfire . Had a great experience while ob-ing . Ob-ed the whole night with both the scope & naked eye . Was awake through the night ..
When It came to morning ... It RAINED ! Oh man . The whole tent was like drenched and flooding occured . ( Exagerating ) Thunder was everywhere .. Bad bad experience . Waited for about 3 hours in the tent for the rain to stop , and went out to explore the area alone as the others were asleep . After all of them was awoke we had breakfast ( cup noodles ) and got ready for the day .

Accompanied one of the people that gone there back to town as she's not staying for the 2nd night . Had a one hour + walk .

After we reached the town we Slacked , rented bicycles and went back to campsite for some purposes , and went back to town again .. Sent another of the people going back to singapore to the jetty . Went to cycle the whole ubin after that . And when I said the whole ubin , It means the whole ubin (i think) except for OBS grounds bah . North , south , east , west .. Went through lots of places and found that Ubin is really , truly , a nice place . Pictures ~

Went to fetch a person that will be joining us that night . We went night cycling back to campsite and some unfortunate things happened .. Sad . During the road I'm seriously scared sia .. Idk why . No feeling of safety i guess ? Was having the chills along the journey .. Some places was pitch black and its reallyy creepy .. ;/ After we reached I really felt relieved ..

I slept OUTSIDE the whole night ( waking up sometimes due to some reasons ) and saw almost nothing . ( But two meteors ) That night was really really cold .. Regretted not bringing my jacket along .. Morning came and we went back to SG . During the boat ride ..

Went to AGCC and slacked . We cooked in the homecraft room . =.=

So in conclusion ..
Overall saw 11 meteors althought i slept through the second night as I'm damn tired ... Got countless mosquito bites but I should be blamed -.- Didn't regret going though . (ignoring those bites) As I saw many wonderful things and lots of reminiscing about the times in OBS ..

k lah thats all ... There's still some pictures .. but had a hard time posting those pictures . Blogger got prob .. next time bah ~

2008-10-24T12:29:00.003+08:00

Helloo .
Had a long long day yesterday .
Went to school (as usual) in the morning .
Gotten back our results .
In summary ,
I'm damn disappointed . Don't feel like elaborating .
Well just happy that nobody retained . :)
I'll be really very sad if anyone does .

Went to causeway to slack after school .
Nothing much to say .

Went back to admiralty for lunch .
I accidently took lots of napkins from macs .
But we deiced to take more for the Pizza later .
Haha , while XM was smuggling those cheapscate napkins ( trying hard to avoid people looking ) , she was seen by jeremy . Hahah .

Went to their soccer area after that .
Out of boring-ness , we played in the playground in that area ..
The slide , monkey bar , '' STARGAZING '' .. etc .
Haha , been awhile since I had this fun . Fun times akin from those when I'm a child .. Really miss those times :X

Elaine

2008-10-20T22:58:00.003+08:00

Hello .
Well firstly I'll say that I WON'T blog about the East Coast Park as you all can read each other's blogs and I dn't think I'll make a difference . So instead , I'll blog about my thoughts & feelings (which is the main theme for my blog, if you haven't realised) .
I DID NOT HAVE $ TO EVEN BUY BATTERIES for my CAMERA ! Omg , damn sad alright ... Thinking about last time .. I was the one snapping those pictures . but Now .... SAD .
I missed sososo many events with my camera .. Depressed ......
Secondly , for ORIONIDS , The unfortunate me didn't saw any meteors . Haha . Or is it the lucky me . -.-
But overall , It's fun I guess ? There are unfortunate times that I feel really hopeless , fun & happy times that I really enjoy . Eg ? The route to changi beach was disastrous . BUT the route back was relaxing . ( It's the same route , but just dont know why .... )
Haha , lots of things happened during both trips .. Emotionally , Physically . Maybe Its what I'm thinking bah . ( lots of negative thoughts when during the route TO changi beach ) But was really refreshing when we were coming back . And anyway guess how much we cycled overall . ABOUT 36KILOMETRES ! omg , Broke my record . Thats like so damn long . =.= Oh man . pain .
I'm really disappointed with myself this night . I'm so irresponsible . Maybe its the tiredness that made me like in the dont-feel-like-doing-anything-meaningful mood .. I neglected astronomy pretty much . Regret alot . sad .

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I realised I'm thinking far too different from you guys .. LOTS of things . exccpt for someone bah , is like so different . Im saying I'm the one with problem here . I really don't agree with lots of y'all's doings . sry to say all this .. I'm changing (too) . But i guess , I'm happy with it .

Theres a kind of feeling , when I look up to the night sky . Its so nostalgic , theres a feeling of freedom ..

Kay enough of these .
Elaine

2008-10-13T18:48:00.002+08:00

Damn sad about my results .. Maybe its because I set my expectations too high up yeah ? Oh well .. I nearly cried during Lesson . Was damn disappointed . But after thinking . Its the expected luh alright .. I didn't really mug for all subjs except for PHYSICS ! Yet I got this kind of results . damn depressed ........................ :(
Forget it ~ No use being downhearted for it . So, Im gonna do better next year ! :D Haha , Im gonna be more optimistic now ! :D

I hope we would earn your full trust . I know we can :D

Elaine^♦

2008-10-12T11:36:00.002+08:00

Learnt alot of things yesterday about myself .
I think i'd finally found out the flaw of myself that I've been trying to know , my strongest point and weakest point . Maybe its a good thing , it could also be a bad thing . But at least i know .
Really learnt alot . Though I didn't really showed it .(?)
Yeap , I thought alot too . I reveiwed on my flaw . And finally came to a conclusion . I'll continue , without thinking if i'll fail or whatever , I'll ~~try~~ do my best .
I don't wanna run away anymore . I wanna trust . I want people to have trust in me ; I wanna trust people . This is life . I can't change the states of life . Might as well do well in it . I don't wanna waste my life . I have my own dreams that I wanna achieve . And I know , I can do it . As long as I try , as long as i do my best . Yup, nothing can be achieved if i kept thinking that I'll fail . And maybe its because that I don't trust people that I doubt if people trust me .
Next year july .. I can imagine this club full of people , wanting to know more about astronomy . That enthusiasm to learn more . That friendship with everyone . The curosity to know about things in the universe . That knowledge of astronomy that i have in myself . The confidence , that I'll score well in astronomy . The confidence , to score in O levels .
There would be lots of stress next year , but I'll manage it . I know I can .
I typed all this myself . And I'll do it . I promise myself that I would not waste my time any further .
Many of you wouldn't know the meaning of this post . Haha . I understand that . But who knows , some of you does ?
I summarised this post into a very very general idea . Yup, my thinkings are complicated . It may be a good thing ; It may be a bad thing .

Elaine^♦

2008-10-09T17:22:00.003+08:00

ALRIGHT ! 2008's EOY is officially OVER !!
I happy alright .
And damn excited ! ohhhh ~!
There'll sure be manymany activities in the dec/nov holidays !
Oh man , damnn excited alright .
Thinking back , how did i did my exams ?!
Its like im havin such high hopes for the physics paper, and only the physics paper ..
But . If its not what i expected .. I'll sure be VERY disappointed :( scareddd ..
Someone demoralise me please =.=
Oh well .. Im really scared .. what if ... And ... Then how am I gonna ... OMGGGGG !!!! ARGHHH !!! T_T

Hais ;(
SCARED !!!

But , who cares ! They are over . No use regretting =.= But if i can go back to study , i'll still hesitate -.- hahaha ;X

Elaine^♦

2008-10-08T19:25:00.005+08:00

Helloos ! :D
Made a TOUGH TOUGH quiz , on how much you guys know me ;x
Try it ! and be ure to list down your name ! you can dont put ur email .
CLICK HERE !

2008-10-02T22:18:00.003+08:00

Well, nothing really to blog about , but just to say :

IDOL #1 ROCKS !

他的笑容好灿烂。

Elaine

2008-10-01T22:51:00.002+08:00

Been interested in beaches this days ..
How heavenly if i could visit these places .
Well, maybe in the future i guess .
I wanna try out all kinds of underwater activities !
Ohhhhh .

Elaine

2008-10-01T17:59:00.003+08:00

The first person to pass you is?
* Ilona Thong Kai Wen ;X
Your relationship with her?
* Girlfriend :D
Your five impression of her?
* Active ; Humourous ; Friendly ; Hardworking ; GOOD ! ;x
The most memorable thing she had done for you?
* Active tagger . hehe . i rmb smth but i forgotten . PS ! im senile . ;(
The most memorable thing she had said to you?
* Good luck on my exams ! ;x
If she become your lover, you will...?
* We're not lesbians -.-
~~If she become your lover, things she has to improve on will be?~~

If she become your enemy, you will...?
* Lose a great friend .
If she become your enemy, the reason will be?
* dk .
The most desired thing you want to do for her now is?
* dunno -.-
Your overall impression of him/her is?
* An active girl ! :D

2008-09-30T23:10:00.011+08:00

Im simply talking to myself in this post alright .

Dont feel like caring anything .
So i wont anymore .
I wont care about anything anymore .
So do as you please ;]
Elaine

2008-09-27T19:17:00.000+08:00

Been so damn stressed these few weeks .
Examinations i suppose ?
And of course, other things .
So many things making me so pissed off , crestfallen, stressed up , and Damn EMO .
Wanted to let off my stress today , but ..

Till here then ~
Elaine

2008-09-26T15:08:00.000+08:00

Well, chinese paper 1&2 today .
I think its quite easy ?
But well, although i always says that, I'd often get bad results in in the end ..
But glad that both languages are over , now to the 6 most fearful papers ...
Just hope that I'll get a not-so-low for both maths , a quite-good for chem;geo;SS , and[straightfowardly], an A1 for physics . ;x
But thinking about it now, it seems that that kind of results are all so far away . OMG ... Damn , wish me luck ]:
Elaine

Well, you're indirectly saying urself then . Selfish ? Haha . Yup, maybe i am . To those i loaths though .

2008-09-25T20:15:00.000+08:00

The first person to tag/ pass you is?
// NG JUN HENG .
Your relationship with him/her?
// Astro Friend :D
Your five impression of him/her?
// Friendly ; BHB ! ; Flirt :X ; Astro ! ; He fishes ! ;X
The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
// Helping me with scope -.-
The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
// "there is such thing as infinity" [I wonder if he remembered -.- ]
If he/she become your lover, you will...?
//Nope, theres already someone in his heart . And ... it couldnt possibly happen lah ; duh !
If he/she become your enemy, you will...?
// I don't think we would ...
If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
// Spelling my name Wrongly the THIRD time .
The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
// Help him use his telescope . Im so nice .
Your overall impression of him/her is?
// Friendly at times, serious when needed . He's not afraid to express himself .
How you think people around you will feel about you?
// Stupid .
The characteristics you love about yourself are?
// Friendly at times bah .. Depends . ;x
The characters you hate yourself are?
// Lazy ; straight foward at times ; Stupid moodswings.
The most ideal person you want to be like is?
// PRETTY ! ;x ; More intellegent ; Handworking ;
For people that care and like you, say something to them.
// Be happy always ! I dont wanna see you sad :}

Do the quiz yeah ? Actually im listing for the sake of listing , you can dont de de dun worry ;x
P.S . : NOT in any chronological order ~ Putting at random to make the quiz below interesting !
[1] LMS
[2] NJH
[3] SRQ
[4] YC
[5] ILE T
[6] JWSY
[7] ILO T
[8] YJY
[9] TXM
[10] LLT

Who is no.6 having relationship with? [JWSY]
// Haha, who knows .. So many nominees .... :X Joke joke .
Is no.9 a male or female? [TXM]
// Female.
If no.7 and no.10 are together, will it be a good thing? [ILO T&LLT]
// NoNoNo . Jy will jealous o.o
What is no.2 studying about? [NJH]
// Dunno ...
When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? [ SRQ ]
// Today .
What kind of music band does no.8 like? [YJY]
// So many ...
Will you woo no.3? [SRQ]
// Im not interested in females -.-
How about no.7? [ILO T]
// Also a girlfriend -.-
Is no.4 single? [YC]
// Think so .
What is the surname of no.5? [ILE T]
// Thong Kai Xing .
What's the hobby of no.10? [LLT]
// Dunno -.-
Does no.5 and no.9 get along well? [ILE T&TXM]
// Yeah ?
Where's no.2 studying at? [ NJH]
// RP .
Say something casual about no.1. [LMS]
// Hey Elizabeth .
Have you tried developing your feelings for no.6. [ JWSY ]
//=.= Wo bu shi ge bian tai kuang .
Where does no. 9 live at. [TXM]
// 2nd storey at dunno which blk -.-
What colour does no.4 like? [YC]
// Black&Dull colors ? Saw in his frenster .
Are no.1 and no.5 best friends? [MS&ILE T]
// Yeap, airens .
Does no.1 have any pets? [LMS]
// Nope .
Is no.7 the sexiest people in the world? [ILO T]
// Yeap ! hehe .
What is no.6 doing now? [JWSY]
// Chionging studies ?

Lol .

Elaine

2008-09-25T14:33:00.000+08:00

Hmmm , English paper today .
Situational writing was okay, but Composition sucks . Actually I wanna write the question 5 alright .. The discuss about a women having to manage career as well as family . But decided not to because of the risk -.-
Comprehension was ... speechless . Summary was effing difficult . Was cracking my brains on it . Spent about more than an hr ?
Well at least some mini burden is off ..
Hope i get not-so-low marks ~ ;x
And , wow .. This timing was when we were usually still at school attending lessons . haha, well, thats the only good thing about exams ~
ANW THANKS ILENA FOR THAT ! ;x

I WANT A LIFE ! -.-
Why? Why am i so afraid ? What am i afraid of ? Is it ...... ? ;(

Elaine

Summary of these few weeks

2008-09-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

Wow ... Time really seems to pass by so quickly, leaving us no choice but to only move forward .. Remembered that I was talking about the end of year examinations the past few months , and kept reminding myself that there is not much time left . And now, the end of year examinations is already so near .. Wonder what will happen 2 months from now , maybe we all would be enjoying the post examinations activities ?
Don't know why, my brain is constantly filled with thinkings and stupid thoughts .. (Was thinking , what if the earth revolved the sun in the other direction, would time rewind ? ; What if there is no sun at all -.- Earth wouldn't had a chance to have humans -.- I know I'm stupid, but well, thats me i suppose ! )
My attitude is changing alright .. I think ? maybe those that's closer to me would feel it ? I'm certain that its really changing .. Wonder if its a good or a bad thing .. Lots of things happened in school .. But 10 years from now , maybe those little details would be long forgotten .. But maybe my character is that kind that cant stand certain things, you cant really blame me for that ! And also, Things you all hates seems to be alright with me , and things you all adore seems to be a nightmare for me . LOL , that's me -.-
Mrs Whelan is better these days, and I'm beginning to take that hatred off her, but scars are always there, and it cant be removed .. Who knows, maybe I'll grow to don't dislike her ?
Ha ha . Mr Yap rocks okay , he's so ________ ! LOL ! Seriously alright .. He's so professional ... The way he teaches .. He gives me the feeling that he is very trustworthy alright ! Would be so nice if he is my godfather ! Wow, then Physics would be a piece of cake ! Physics rocks alright !! :D
And oh my, my idol no.2 ......... Kept disappointing her time to time T_T , its very sad alright .. That guiltiness I'm having ... She's my idol , yet ....... And i even slept at her lesson ! SAD !! T_T
I wanna visit Mrs Lim yap 's house someday ! Like so grand .. She's my idol no.4 anyways ! ;X
Alright, today went to library to study . (Well, thinking about it, I seems to go to the library everyday o.o ) Tomorrow is the GRAND English paper , Oh my , scary ..... This is the first time I'm so nervous about examinations alright , its not the scaredness, its also not ... Whatever ... Its just that .. I'm afraid .. Of ? I don't know . Its just that feeling that i'm getting , making me so afraid .. :(
Well i think thats about it .
ANW, opened my blog as [DONT KNOW WHO] kept 'diaoing' me .. sad .
Elaine

2008-09-19T18:22:00.000+08:00

My attempt on the moon .

2008-09-14T01:01:00.000+08:00

(Singlish-full post .)
Went for the mid autumn event today .
Well, its a LONG LONG TRIP .
And sorry for our late-ness leh .. :[
Cause .... Hais , alot of prob . Lol .
Well , it was quite fun for me bah ?
Serving the public was really .. How can i say, fun yet stressful ? Tiring also bah . but in the end, I NVR PLAYED WITH CANDLES&LANTERNS ! thats a veryveryvery sad thing okay . (for me lah) And HOMEWORKS ?! arghhhh ! Really die liao . very scared leh . End of Year .. biang . Forget it .
Jupiter was visible Throughout(?) . Maybe . Really fun bah? Seldom can use telescope so long . Well, all ended at about 11.30pm . Including the pack up time . Thats damn late . Lol .
Thats all bah ..
Din really took any pictures ? SAD LAH ! >:(

XiuQin:D

But i understand that got a period i giving attitude probs -.- wahbiang sia . Now thinkin abt it like so childish lah me . wth . SORRRRYYYY LAAHHHHH !!!!! ;{ I know sorry no cure .. But ... i sincerely apologise kayyyy ??? ;(
Updates :
i apologise if you really find that all those were a burden , and also if any of my attitude made you feel pissed off , if you are unhappy with me you can just voice out . I really didn't thought that all these events made you feel this way . Now I understood , and I won't 'force' you again .Sorry for everything, but hope that we can still be friends .

2008-09-11T23:06:00.000+08:00

Went for a 'STAR GAZING' session yesterday .
The sky is relatively clear yesterday night ..
Well at least better than the skies at my area .
I really hope that I could master the setting up of telescope and the parts alright :[
Keep making mistakes .. ARGH !
Theres alot of sandflies , seriously .
They're so irritating alrights -.-
Till here .

Oh yeah, Mrs Whelan has a new appearance !
Is she trying to be fiercer ?
LOL . Maybe not .

XiuQin:D

Sometimes .. Just sometimes ..

2008-09-08T21:15:00.001+08:00

UPDATED ! **
Helloos ! :D
Its the first day of school !
BUT : damn, mrs whelan spoiled my mood right in the morning . Hais .
Forget it .
Sad, Mr Yap's not in school today -- Physics missed 1 period . ( the other period Mr Daniel Lim took over )
Amaths was ? Got back the test papers . Mrs Lim Yap said that theres many with 38 and above . And when I got back my paper, no good or bad feeling ? I thought that its counted as low sia , untill you guys told me its high -.- Was really shocked . Well, at least it did pulled up my results . By 5 grades :D ( wahahahahahahahahaha.......................tbc) Kay , im being stupid i know . :X
Quite happy with it luh .. as compared to the previous test , improved 8 grade sia ! woah ! :D
And Social Studies ! Why do I keep forgetting to bring SS materials ?!?! You see, the more i want to impress a teacher, the more I'll be screwed up ! dang .
Went home straightly after school , and cant believe i actually dozed off in my school uniform . Woke up only on 7.30pm .
Kay thats all ! :D
Oh yeah, one more thing .
I've decided to add a english name to my name, and after lots of thinkings etc, i decided to name myself Elaine . But of course, I'll be using this name only when i leave secondary school / outside of school when i met new people . :D

DAMN its raining ! >:(
XiuQin
Sometimes I really wish i'm another person -- That envy made me felt so .

Im backstabbing myself -.-

2008-09-07T18:53:00.001+08:00

Well, in a blink of an eye, the holiday period is coming into an end ..
I must admit, I learnt lots of things this week :D
Did lots of 'meaningful' things this week . ( excluding homeworks )
I think i'm beginning to realise what I really want in my life (:D) , and also lots of other things .
I wanna be a better person, seriously . (please help me !) Im serious okay, must help me alright .. (-.-) I'll really try hard not to .. you know , that temper of mine .. But sometimes really can't control T_T .. I wanna get rid of all my bad habits, and whatever fking character luh ..
Sometimes, because of my thinkings etc, made me feel really really emo and whatever . I wanna get rid of it luh -.- Im too sensitive ! Yah, and sometimes i moodswing till @%^&*! I also hate it can ? I wanna ask you all a favor : Please tell me how you all think of me, my character etc thats not listed here . In msn can O.O
Kay, enough of this ~
Alright, also nothing more to say ..
Wow, this post ain't supposed to be this long ~
Anyway, IM IN LOVE !!!
with astronomy ! ;X
XiuQin :D

2008-09-04T17:12:00.000+08:00

Wahahas , tried out the photoscape introduced by Pancy :D
So, same as Pancy, Love it . Heh -.-
Some random pics ~

LOL . Dont think im crazy hor . -.-

XiuQin&Joanne :D

OBS ~
e XiuQin
Lols -.-

2008-09-02T15:36:00.000+08:00

Went to Bugis with Pancy & XiaoJun(Pancy's Sister) & Joanne GFs :D
Actually I last minute then joined them .
Had fun crapping in the train , and it made the trip feels so much shorter .
Well we crapped about all sorts of things . Wahahas :X
I don't plan to purchase anything at first, but ... Oh well ~
Just looking at it don't really helps .
In the end bought yeah, a bag and a shirt . Opps :X
Don't know why, normally I'd detest all those walkings .
But today don't really hate it . Hehs .
Theres still so much more of the items I wanna buy okay .
I'll sure get it -.-
Ending ~ :D
XiuQinY

Dont think shopping really helps .

sentosa

2008-08-30T13:01:00.002+08:00

Sentosa was fun ! :D
anyway dont expect photos from me :(
Went there for a astro star party ! :D
Well our 'camping spot' was between the twin towers , which requires us to cross a bridge before reaching .. XueMing is like so damn scared at first ! hahahh ~ :X
Next, I left ALONE at that Island (i think) as they went to the washrooms . Hello ? Its scary alrights ?! Though I know that theres people upstairs . Its still scary anyway -.- But it kinda has a nice feeling ... hehs .
Nightfall quickly came , but the bad thing is that the sky is veryvery bad , haze enveloped the sky .. So we played games . Twister was hilarious . Haha .
Well, all 6 of us find it real bored, and went to play beachball accross the bridge . JunHeng joined us . Its the forth time for XueMing to cross the bridge, and wanna know how she cross it ? SHE actually RAN ! :O Was so funny ~ Dont think it helped . And after crossing , realised that they forgotten to bring candies along .. Went back after that ? Hahaha .
Since its the 2nd last night of the lunar month .. Its kinda scary .. Haha . But after playing, went to the waters to soak . We soaked for dunno how many hours ? Crapping and stuff . The night was nice and Cooling :D
Though we were full of salt water after that ..... but its fun . Haha . Went to the washroom again for washup . And know what ? The girls's toilets were pitch dark . The lights were already off . Guess what ? We decided to use the guys' toilets -.- We thought that there shouldn't be any guys in this time of the night, At first ... Then awhile ltr, one malay came in . Its like so OMGOSHEDSCARY . Luckily theres JunHeng luh . Hahahs . Or else we really dontknow what to do O.O ...
Went to tour afterwards . Well we actually wanted to visit the merlion .. But in the end walked to dontknow where ==" So gave up .
Went back to the twin towers .. Joanne and XueMing went to the second storey , played poker cards with Dinie and another 2 guys (?) . Yeah, Pancy and YiZhen went into the tents to sleep . MioaShan and I Went to learn how to function the telescope :D We were taught by JinPeng and Chris . Its fun okayy . Learned to spot constellations and stuffs . Saw some constellations . Orion Nebula was nice ~ although its really difficult to see .. And I was there, happily looking at a star cluster , not knowing its the thing that i wanted to see so damn much . Realised its that when i got home .. Argh -.- Time flies, and the stars disappeared like-so-soon-after .
When its morning, went to soak in the waters again . After so many attempts to cross the Bridge, Xueming FINALLY got the hang of it ! :D She even took photos of us playing on the bridge ! :D *congrats congrats* Hahas . We were more daring to go further into the sea then during the night as the waters looks clearer :D
Awhile later .. Went home .
And so, I was awake for the whole night .
Made lots of friends . Haha .
>> Glad that i went ... :D
X

airforce

2008-08-30T13:01:00.001+08:00

Well, decided to blog .

Hmm . went to the RSAF at paya lebar

End ~

2008-08-19T19:35:00.000+08:00

Hellos all ! its another emo post . Dont read it if you , well, hate emo posts ..

Get back my chemistry results today, and I'm so absolutely sad about it okay .
I never imagined that my results would drop so much kay .
Just a computer, a computer makes me so slack, not wanting to do any work , in th end causing this kinda results .
Dont say its high, please . Dont try to cheer me up just simply by saying its alrdy very good .
Nobody could see how high my expectations are for myself .
Yet theres no motivation . Any idea how disappointed I am ?
Even the physics test . You all may say Im crazy, but I'm really not satisfied with the score alright .
These scores are just not enough for me to truly make me happy, to truly make me satisfied, nor truly lets me get what i want .
I could simply say " my maths dont have hope liao" but --- .
I hate this feeling of disappointment . How i wish i could hold the report card and thinks that im truly happy with these results .
Im thinking of quitting computer-ing till end of 'O's , but , THATS NOT POSSIBLE =.=

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2008-08-18T16:53:00.001+08:00

Hello ! :D
Mrs Whelan has a new seating plan for us, which is that we are to be seated accordingly to our groups. I'm absouletely displeased with the new tables arrangment alright .. Hope that It dosen't affect my studies ! :D

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sausagestastesBAD .

2008-08-16T19:26:00.000+08:00

Went to the national art museum today for a astronomy event .
Seriously I like the talk on dark energy& dark matter luhh . Learnt alot of things .
But don't really have anything interesting ( for you guys) to listen/see ..
So i thought you all should probably not enjoy it ..
Haha .
Anyway signed up as a Volunteer (??) at admiral CC with a guy that went to the Art museum with us . He said he would inform us if there are any observing sessions . EXCITED !!
After surfing the net yesterday, I have this URGE to get a pair of binoculars !!
How good if I could WORK !
im short of MONEY ! >:(

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2008-08-13T19:50:00.000+08:00

Chemistry test today, which is supposed to test on calculations and ABS . However, a bonding question came out . Though It dosen't really matter .
I have the upmost confidence in this test, that I would probably fail, or get borderline pass . All right, I admit that I really didn't study and prepare very much for this test .. Forget it ~
Looking foward to this saturday ! ---- Arghhhhs ! Why is the GuZheng performance so LUCKY to be on 16/08 ?! Why does if have to be on that day , seriously !!
Anyway, I WANNA WORK !! Im in critical shortage of MONEY now ! >;(
Alright, ending this post !
I HATE IMMATURE GUYS! infact, I HATE BOYS !
BOYS - those who hadn't grown up .
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Chemistry test !

2008-08-11T14:52:00.000+08:00

Oh my, Chemistry test is just the day after tomorrow !
And yet, I hadn't revised anything !!
Really don't have any faith in this test ..
Well, good luck to me ! ;X

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2008-08-10T18:22:00.000+08:00

Created a brand new blog .
You all may ask, why I'd created a new blog ..
Well, it's simply because I thought that everything is really changing, and I'd just read the first few posts of my old blog, and really feel that my thinkings, emotions, and others really changed . I really feel that the 'Me' last year was sososo different from the 'Me' in the present .. Who knows, maybe last year was better ? But to me, I feel that im very childish last year , the way i present my words . (Well, I'm not saying that im more mature now kay .)
Anyway, I'm not gonna delete that old blog, but if you wanna visit that blog, hmm .
Good luck on guessing the link ! ;X

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