Im simply talking to myself in this post alright .
Dont feel like caring anything .
So i wont anymore .
I wont care about anything anymore .
So do as you please ;]
Elaine
Dont feel like caring anything .
So i wont anymore .
I wont care about anything anymore .
So do as you please ;]
Elaine
Rememberance ♠
11:10 PM
Been so damn stressed these few weeks .
Examinations i suppose ?
And of course, other things .
So many things making me so pissed off , crestfallen, stressed up , and Damn EMO .
Wanted to let off my stress today , but ..
Till here then ~
Elaine
Examinations i suppose ?
And of course, other things .
So many things making me so pissed off , crestfallen, stressed up , and Damn EMO .
Wanted to let off my stress today , but ..
Till here then ~
Elaine
Rememberance ♠
7:17 PM
Well, chinese paper 1&2 today .
I think its quite easy ?
But well, although i always says that, I'd often get bad results in in the end ..
But glad that both languages are over , now to the 6 most fearful papers ...
Just hope that I'll get a not-so-low for both maths , a quite-good for chem;geo;SS , and[straightfowardly], an A1 for physics . ;x
But thinking about it now, it seems that that kind of results are all so far away . OMG ... Damn , wish me luck ]:
Elaine
Well, you're indirectly saying urself then . Selfish ? Haha . Yup, maybe i am . To those i loaths though .
I think its quite easy ?
But well, although i always says that, I'd often get bad results in in the end ..
But glad that both languages are over , now to the 6 most fearful papers ...
Just hope that I'll get a not-so-low for both maths , a quite-good for chem;geo;SS , and[straightfowardly], an A1 for physics . ;x
But thinking about it now, it seems that that kind of results are all so far away . OMG ... Damn , wish me luck ]:
Elaine
Well, you're indirectly saying urself then . Selfish ? Haha . Yup, maybe i am . To those i loaths though .
Rememberance ♠
3:08 PM
The first person to tag/ pass you is?
// NG JUN HENG .
Your relationship with him/her?
// Astro Friend :D
Your five impression of him/her?
// Friendly ; BHB ! ; Flirt :X ; Astro ! ; He fishes ! ;X
The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
// Helping me with scope -.-
The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
// "there is such thing as infinity" [I wonder if he remembered -.- ]
If he/she become your lover, you will...?
//Nope, theres already someone in his heart . And ... it couldnt possibly happen lah ; duh !
If he/she become your enemy, you will...?
// I don't think we would ...
If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
// Spelling my name Wrongly the THIRD time .
The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
// Help him use his telescope . Im so nice .
Your overall impression of him/her is?
// Friendly at times, serious when needed . He's not afraid to express himself .
How you think people around you will feel about you?
// Stupid .
The characteristics you love about yourself are?
// Friendly at times bah .. Depends . ;x
The characters you hate yourself are?
// Lazy ; straight foward at times ; Stupid moodswings.
The most ideal person you want to be like is?
// PRETTY ! ;x ; More intellegent ; Handworking ;
For people that care and like you, say something to them.
// Be happy always ! I dont wanna see you sad :}
Do the quiz yeah ? Actually im listing for the sake of listing , you can dont de de dun worry ;x
P.S . : NOT in any chronological order ~ Putting at random to make the quiz below interesting !
[1] LMS
[2] NJH
[3] SRQ
[4] YC
[5] ILE T
[6] JWSY
[7] ILO T
[8] YJY
[9] TXM
[10] LLT
Who is no.6 having relationship with? [JWSY]
// Haha, who knows .. So many nominees .... :X Joke joke .
Is no.9 a male or female? [TXM]
// Female.
If no.7 and no.10 are together, will it be a good thing? [ILO T&LLT]
// NoNoNo . Jy will jealous o.o
What is no.2 studying about? [NJH]
// Dunno ...
When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? [ SRQ ]
// Today .
What kind of music band does no.8 like? [YJY]
// So many ...
Will you woo no.3? [SRQ]
// Im not interested in females -.-
How about no.7? [ILO T]
// Also a girlfriend -.-
Is no.4 single? [YC]
// Think so .
What is the surname of no.5? [ILE T]
// Thong Kai Xing .
What's the hobby of no.10? [LLT]
// Dunno -.-
Does no.5 and no.9 get along well? [ILE T&TXM]
// Yeah ?
Where's no.2 studying at? [ NJH]
// RP .
Say something casual about no.1. [LMS]
// Hey Elizabeth .
Have you tried developing your feelings for no.6. [ JWSY ]
//=.= Wo bu shi ge bian tai kuang .
Where does no. 9 live at. [TXM]
// 2nd storey at dunno which blk -.-
What colour does no.4 like? [YC]
// Black&Dull colors ? Saw in his frenster .
Are no.1 and no.5 best friends? [MS&ILE T]
// Yeap, airens .
Does no.1 have any pets? [LMS]
// Nope .
Is no.7 the sexiest people in the world? [ILO T]
// Yeap ! hehe .
What is no.6 doing now? [JWSY]
// Chionging studies ?
Lol .
Elaine
// NG JUN HENG .
Your relationship with him/her?
// Astro Friend :D
Your five impression of him/her?
// Friendly ; BHB ! ; Flirt :X ; Astro ! ; He fishes ! ;X
The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
// Helping me with scope -.-
The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
// "there is such thing as infinity" [I wonder if he remembered -.- ]
If he/she become your lover, you will...?
//Nope, theres already someone in his heart . And ... it couldnt possibly happen lah ; duh !
If he/she become your enemy, you will...?
// I don't think we would ...
If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
// Spelling my name Wrongly the THIRD time .
The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
// Help him use his telescope . Im so nice .
Your overall impression of him/her is?
// Friendly at times, serious when needed . He's not afraid to express himself .
How you think people around you will feel about you?
// Stupid .
The characteristics you love about yourself are?
// Friendly at times bah .. Depends . ;x
The characters you hate yourself are?
// Lazy ; straight foward at times ; Stupid moodswings.
The most ideal person you want to be like is?
// PRETTY ! ;x ; More intellegent ; Handworking ;
For people that care and like you, say something to them.
// Be happy always ! I dont wanna see you sad :}
Do the quiz yeah ? Actually im listing for the sake of listing , you can dont de de dun worry ;x
P.S . : NOT in any chronological order ~ Putting at random to make the quiz below interesting !
[1] LMS
[2] NJH
[3] SRQ
[4] YC
[5] ILE T
[6] JWSY
[7] ILO T
[8] YJY
[9] TXM
[10] LLT
Who is no.6 having relationship with? [JWSY]
// Haha, who knows .. So many nominees .... :X Joke joke .
Is no.9 a male or female? [TXM]
// Female.
If no.7 and no.10 are together, will it be a good thing? [ILO T&LLT]
// NoNoNo . Jy will jealous o.o
What is no.2 studying about? [NJH]
// Dunno ...
When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? [ SRQ ]
// Today .
What kind of music band does no.8 like? [YJY]
// So many ...
Will you woo no.3? [SRQ]
// Im not interested in females -.-
How about no.7? [ILO T]
// Also a girlfriend -.-
Is no.4 single? [YC]
// Think so .
What is the surname of no.5? [ILE T]
// Thong Kai Xing .
What's the hobby of no.10? [LLT]
// Dunno -.-
Does no.5 and no.9 get along well? [ILE T&TXM]
// Yeah ?
Where's no.2 studying at? [ NJH]
// RP .
Say something casual about no.1. [LMS]
// Hey Elizabeth .
Have you tried developing your feelings for no.6. [ JWSY ]
//=.= Wo bu shi ge bian tai kuang .
Where does no. 9 live at. [TXM]
// 2nd storey at dunno which blk -.-
What colour does no.4 like? [YC]
// Black&Dull colors ? Saw in his frenster .
Are no.1 and no.5 best friends? [MS&ILE T]
// Yeap, airens .
Does no.1 have any pets? [LMS]
// Nope .
Is no.7 the sexiest people in the world? [ILO T]
// Yeap ! hehe .
What is no.6 doing now? [JWSY]
// Chionging studies ?
Lol .
Elaine
Rememberance ♠
8:15 PM
Hmmm , English paper today .
Situational writing was okay, but Composition sucks . Actually I wanna write the question 5 alright .. The discuss about a women having to manage career as well as family . But decided not to because of the risk -.-
Comprehension was ... speechless . Summary was effing difficult . Was cracking my brains on it . Spent about more than an hr ?
Well at least some mini burden is off ..
Hope i get not-so-low marks ~ ;x
And , wow .. This timing was when we were usually still at school attending lessons . haha, well, thats the only good thing about exams ~
ANW THANKS ILENA FOR THAT ! ;x
I WANT A LIFE ! -.-
Why? Why am i so afraid ? What am i afraid of ? Is it ...... ? ;(
Elaine
Situational writing was okay, but Composition sucks . Actually I wanna write the question 5 alright .. The discuss about a women having to manage career as well as family . But decided not to because of the risk -.-
Comprehension was ... speechless . Summary was effing difficult . Was cracking my brains on it . Spent about more than an hr ?
Well at least some mini burden is off ..
Hope i get not-so-low marks ~ ;x
And , wow .. This timing was when we were usually still at school attending lessons . haha, well, thats the only good thing about exams ~
ANW THANKS ILENA FOR THAT ! ;x
I WANT A LIFE ! -.-
Why? Why am i so afraid ? What am i afraid of ? Is it ...... ? ;(
Elaine
Rememberance ♠
2:33 PM
Summary of these few weeks
Wow ... Time really seems to pass by so quickly, leaving us no choice but to only move forward .. Remembered that I was talking about the end of year examinations the past few months , and kept reminding myself that there is not much time left . And now, the end of year examinations is already so near .. Wonder what will happen 2 months from now , maybe we all would be enjoying the post examinations activities ?
Don't know why, my brain is constantly filled with thinkings and stupid thoughts .. (Was thinking , what if the earth revolved the sun in the other direction, would time rewind ? ; What if there is no sun at all -.- Earth wouldn't had a chance to have humans -.- I know I'm stupid, but well, thats me i suppose ! )
My attitude is changing alright .. I think ? maybe those that's closer to me would feel it ? I'm certain that its really changing .. Wonder if its a good or a bad thing .. Lots of things happened in school .. But 10 years from now , maybe those little details would be long forgotten .. But maybe my character is that kind that cant stand certain things, you cant really blame me for that ! And also, Things you all hates seems to be alright with me , and things you all adore seems to be a nightmare for me . LOL , that's me -.-
Mrs Whelan is better these days, and I'm beginning to take that hatred off her, but scars are always there, and it cant be removed .. Who knows, maybe I'll grow to don't dislike her ?
Ha ha . Mr Yap rocks okay , he's so ________ ! LOL ! Seriously alright .. He's so professional ... The way he teaches .. He gives me the feeling that he is very trustworthy alright ! Would be so nice if he is my godfather ! Wow, then Physics would be a piece of cake ! Physics rocks alright !! :D
And oh my, my idol no.2 ......... Kept disappointing her time to time T_T , its very sad alright .. That guiltiness I'm having ... She's my idol , yet ....... And i even slept at her lesson ! SAD !! T_T
I wanna visit Mrs Lim yap 's house someday ! Like so grand .. She's my idol no.4 anyways ! ;X
Alright, today went to library to study . (Well, thinking about it, I seems to go to the library everyday o.o ) Tomorrow is the GRAND English paper , Oh my , scary ..... This is the first time I'm so nervous about examinations alright , its not the scaredness, its also not ... Whatever ... Its just that .. I'm afraid .. Of ? I don't know . Its just that feeling that i'm getting , making me so afraid .. :(
Well i think thats about it .
ANW, opened my blog as [DONT KNOW WHO] kept 'diaoing' me .. sad .
Elaine
Don't know why, my brain is constantly filled with thinkings and stupid thoughts .. (Was thinking , what if the earth revolved the sun in the other direction, would time rewind ? ; What if there is no sun at all -.- Earth wouldn't had a chance to have humans -.- I know I'm stupid, but well, thats me i suppose ! )
My attitude is changing alright .. I think ? maybe those that's closer to me would feel it ? I'm certain that its really changing .. Wonder if its a good or a bad thing .. Lots of things happened in school .. But 10 years from now , maybe those little details would be long forgotten .. But maybe my character is that kind that cant stand certain things, you cant really blame me for that ! And also, Things you all hates seems to be alright with me , and things you all adore seems to be a nightmare for me . LOL , that's me -.-
Mrs Whelan is better these days, and I'm beginning to take that hatred off her, but scars are always there, and it cant be removed .. Who knows, maybe I'll grow to don't dislike her ?
Ha ha . Mr Yap rocks okay , he's so ________ ! LOL ! Seriously alright .. He's so professional ... The way he teaches .. He gives me the feeling that he is very trustworthy alright ! Would be so nice if he is my godfather ! Wow, then Physics would be a piece of cake ! Physics rocks alright !! :D
And oh my, my idol no.2 ......... Kept disappointing her time to time T_T , its very sad alright .. That guiltiness I'm having ... She's my idol , yet ....... And i even slept at her lesson ! SAD !! T_T
I wanna visit Mrs Lim yap 's house someday ! Like so grand .. She's my idol no.4 anyways ! ;X
Alright, today went to library to study . (Well, thinking about it, I seems to go to the library everyday o.o ) Tomorrow is the GRAND English paper , Oh my , scary ..... This is the first time I'm so nervous about examinations alright , its not the scaredness, its also not ... Whatever ... Its just that .. I'm afraid .. Of ? I don't know . Its just that feeling that i'm getting , making me so afraid .. :(
Well i think thats about it .
ANW, opened my blog as [DONT KNOW WHO] kept 'diaoing' me .. sad .
Elaine
Rememberance ♠
10:24 PM
My attempt on the moon .
Rememberance ♠
6:22 PM
(Singlish-full post .)
Went for the mid autumn event today .
Well, its a LONG LONG TRIP .
And sorry for our late-ness leh .. :[
Cause .... Hais , alot of prob . Lol .
Well , it was quite fun for me bah ?
Serving the public was really .. How can i say, fun yet stressful ? Tiring also bah . but in the end, I NVR PLAYED WITH CANDLES&LANTERNS ! thats a veryveryvery sad thing okay . (for me lah) And HOMEWORKS ?! arghhhh ! Really die liao . very scared leh . End of Year .. biang . Forget it .
Jupiter was visible Throughout(?) . Maybe . Really fun bah? Seldom can use telescope so long . Well, all ended at about 11.30pm . Including the pack up time . Thats damn late . Lol .
Thats all bah ..
Din really took any pictures ? SAD LAH ! >:(
XiuQin:D
But i understand that got a period i giving attitude probs -.- wahbiang sia . Now thinkin abt it like so childish lah me . wth . SORRRRYYYY LAAHHHHH !!!!! ;{ I know sorry no cure .. But ... i sincerely apologise kayyyy ??? ;(
Updates :
i apologise if you really find that all those were a burden , and also if any of my attitude made you feel pissed off , if you are unhappy with me you can just voice out . I really didn't thought that all these events made you feel this way . Now I understood , and I won't 'force' you again .Sorry for everything, but hope that we can still be friends .
Went for the mid autumn event today .
Well, its a LONG LONG TRIP .
And sorry for our late-ness leh .. :[
Cause .... Hais , alot of prob . Lol .
Well , it was quite fun for me bah ?
Serving the public was really .. How can i say, fun yet stressful ? Tiring also bah . but in the end, I NVR PLAYED WITH CANDLES&LANTERNS ! thats a veryveryvery sad thing okay . (for me lah) And HOMEWORKS ?! arghhhh ! Really die liao . very scared leh . End of Year .. biang . Forget it .
Jupiter was visible Throughout(?) . Maybe . Really fun bah? Seldom can use telescope so long . Well, all ended at about 11.30pm . Including the pack up time . Thats damn late . Lol .
Thats all bah ..
Din really took any pictures ? SAD LAH ! >:(
XiuQin:D
But i understand that got a period i giving attitude probs -.- wahbiang sia . Now thinkin abt it like so childish lah me . wth . SORRRRYYYY LAAHHHHH !!!!! ;{ I know sorry no cure .. But ... i sincerely apologise kayyyy ??? ;(
Updates :
i apologise if you really find that all those were a burden , and also if any of my attitude made you feel pissed off , if you are unhappy with me you can just voice out . I really didn't thought that all these events made you feel this way . Now I understood , and I won't 'force' you again .Sorry for everything, but hope that we can still be friends .
Rememberance ♠
1:01 AM
Went for a 'STAR GAZING' session yesterday .
The sky is relatively clear yesterday night ..
Well at least better than the skies at my area .
I really hope that I could master the setting up of telescope and the parts alright :[
Keep making mistakes .. ARGH !
Theres alot of sandflies , seriously .
They're so irritating alrights -.-
Till here .
Oh yeah, Mrs Whelan has a new appearance !
Is she trying to be fiercer ?
LOL . Maybe not .
XiuQin:D
The sky is relatively clear yesterday night ..
Well at least better than the skies at my area .
I really hope that I could master the setting up of telescope and the parts alright :[
Keep making mistakes .. ARGH !
Theres alot of sandflies , seriously .
They're so irritating alrights -.-
Till here .
Oh yeah, Mrs Whelan has a new appearance !
Is she trying to be fiercer ?
LOL . Maybe not .
XiuQin:D
Rememberance ♠
11:06 PM
Sometimes .. Just sometimes ..
UPDATED ! **
Helloos ! :D
Its the first day of school !
BUT : damn, mrs whelan spoiled my mood right in the morning . Hais .
Forget it .
Sad, Mr Yap's not in school today -- Physics missed 1 period . ( the other period Mr Daniel Lim took over )
Amaths was ? Got back the test papers . Mrs Lim Yap said that theres many with 38 and above . And when I got back my paper, no good or bad feeling ? I thought that its counted as low sia , untill you guys told me its high -.- Was really shocked . Well, at least it did pulled up my results . By 5 grades :D ( wahahahahahahahahaha.......................tbc) Kay , im being stupid i know . :X
Quite happy with it luh .. as compared to the previous test , improved 8 grade sia ! woah ! :D
And Social Studies ! Why do I keep forgetting to bring SS materials ?!?! You see, the more i want to impress a teacher, the more I'll be screwed up ! dang .
Went home straightly after school , and cant believe i actually dozed off in my school uniform . Woke up only on 7.30pm .
Kay thats all ! :D
Oh yeah, one more thing .
I've decided to add a english name to my name, and after lots of thinkings etc, i decided to name myself Elaine . But of course, I'll be using this name only when i leave secondary school / outside of school when i met new people . :D
DAMN its raining ! >:(
XiuQin
Sometimes I really wish i'm another person -- That envy made me felt so .
Helloos ! :D
Its the first day of school !
BUT : damn, mrs whelan spoiled my mood right in the morning . Hais .
Forget it .
Sad, Mr Yap's not in school today -- Physics missed 1 period . ( the other period Mr Daniel Lim took over )
Amaths was ? Got back the test papers . Mrs Lim Yap said that theres many with 38 and above . And when I got back my paper, no good or bad feeling ? I thought that its counted as low sia , untill you guys told me its high -.- Was really shocked . Well, at least it did pulled up my results . By 5 grades :D ( wahahahahahahahahaha.......................tbc) Kay , im being stupid i know . :X
Quite happy with it luh .. as compared to the previous test , improved 8 grade sia ! woah ! :D
And Social Studies ! Why do I keep forgetting to bring SS materials ?!?! You see, the more i want to impress a teacher, the more I'll be screwed up ! dang .
Went home straightly after school , and cant believe i actually dozed off in my school uniform . Woke up only on 7.30pm .
Kay thats all ! :D
Oh yeah, one more thing .
I've decided to add a english name to my name, and after lots of thinkings etc, i decided to name myself Elaine . But of course, I'll be using this name only when i leave secondary school / outside of school when i met new people . :D
DAMN its raining ! >:(
XiuQin
Sometimes I really wish i'm another person -- That envy made me felt so .
Rememberance ♠
9:15 PM
Im backstabbing myself -.-
Well, in a blink of an eye, the holiday period is coming into an end ..
I must admit, I learnt lots of things this week :D
Did lots of 'meaningful' things this week . ( excluding homeworks )
I think i'm beginning to realise what I really want in my life (:D) , and also lots of other things .
I wanna be a better person, seriously . (please help me !) Im serious okay, must help me alright .. (-.-) I'll really try hard not to .. you know , that temper of mine .. But sometimes really can't control T_T .. I wanna get rid of all my bad habits, and whatever fking character luh ..
Sometimes, because of my thinkings etc, made me feel really really emo and whatever . I wanna get rid of it luh -.- Im too sensitive ! Yah, and sometimes i moodswing till @%^&*! I also hate it can ? I wanna ask you all a favor : Please tell me how you all think of me, my character etc thats not listed here . In msn can O.O
Kay, enough of this ~
Alright, also nothing more to say ..
Wow, this post ain't supposed to be this long ~
Anyway, IM IN LOVE !!!
with astronomy ! ;X
XiuQin :D
I must admit, I learnt lots of things this week :D
Did lots of 'meaningful' things this week . ( excluding homeworks )
I think i'm beginning to realise what I really want in my life (:D) , and also lots of other things .
I wanna be a better person, seriously . (please help me !) Im serious okay, must help me alright .. (-.-) I'll really try hard not to .. you know , that temper of mine .. But sometimes really can't control T_T .. I wanna get rid of all my bad habits, and whatever fking character luh ..
Sometimes, because of my thinkings etc, made me feel really really emo and whatever . I wanna get rid of it luh -.- Im too sensitive ! Yah, and sometimes i moodswing till @%^&*! I also hate it can ? I wanna ask you all a favor : Please tell me how you all think of me, my character etc thats not listed here . In msn can O.O
Kay, enough of this ~
Alright, also nothing more to say ..
Wow, this post ain't supposed to be this long ~
Anyway, IM IN LOVE !!!
with astronomy ! ;X
XiuQin :D
Rememberance ♠
6:53 PM
Wahahas , tried out the photoscape introduced by Pancy :D
So, same as Pancy, Love it . Heh -.-
Some random pics ~
LOL . Dont think im crazy hor . -.-
XiuQin&Joanne :D
OBS ~
e XiuQin
Lols -.-
So, same as Pancy, Love it . Heh -.-
Some random pics ~
LOL . Dont think im crazy hor . -.-
XiuQin&Joanne :D
OBS ~
e XiuQin
Lols -.-
Rememberance ♠
5:12 PM
Went to Bugis with Pancy & XiaoJun(Pancy's Sister) & Joanne GFs :D
Actually I last minute then joined them .
Had fun crapping in the train , and it made the trip feels so much shorter .
Well we crapped about all sorts of things . Wahahas :X
I don't plan to purchase anything at first, but ... Oh well ~
Just looking at it don't really helps .
In the end bought yeah, a bag and a shirt . Opps :X
Don't know why, normally I'd detest all those walkings .
But today don't really hate it . Hehs .
Theres still so much more of the items I wanna buy okay .
I'll sure get it -.-
Ending ~ :D
XiuQinY
Dont think shopping really helps .
Actually I last minute then joined them .
Had fun crapping in the train , and it made the trip feels so much shorter .
Well we crapped about all sorts of things . Wahahas :X
I don't plan to purchase anything at first, but ... Oh well ~
Just looking at it don't really helps .
In the end bought yeah, a bag and a shirt . Opps :X
Don't know why, normally I'd detest all those walkings .
But today don't really hate it . Hehs .
Theres still so much more of the items I wanna buy okay .
I'll sure get it -.-
Ending ~ :D
XiuQinY
Dont think shopping really helps .
Rememberance ♠
3:36 PM
